little blue clown (2023)

• 79%
• 2023
• blue jaye corvidae

An experimental, traumacore short film written and directed by blue jaye corvidae, shot by buq corvidae-schulte. Video opens on the [Projected Soul Impression] of the [Audience]'s anticipation and expectation of the [Performer]. The [Performer] enters the stage dressed as a [Ghost of Themself], projected upon with the [Audience]'s memory of prior performance, the [Performer] as [Ghost of Themself] begins to perform. Struggling to maintain the pressure of performance and expectation, the [Performer As Ghost of Themself] is distorted by panic, pulled into [Panic Attack], unable to maintain [Self], they excavate, dissociate, disappear into a small terrified inner place, seeing you, seeing them.